this never-ending episode will come to an end, i promise. yes, people are always in denial of the truth. our minds only perceive what we want to see. we're all selfish in some ways no matter who we are, either we're the good ones or the bad ones. and when we're angry and our hearts' in pain, we tend to say things, hurtful things that we think somehow could make us feel better and probably mitigate whatever that's making us feel so bad.

well im sorry, i did it a lot of times just because im one bloody selfish person.